abcohende, you not going nuts, some people adapt to it quicker than other, your brain is telling you that you shouldn't have something on your face when it actually should be telling you that it will help you breathe. You need to relax and try not to think about it as a mask, I look at it that it is another part of my body, just chuck it on and go to sleep. Don't even worry if it is positioned correctly or leaking you will know that when you can feel it. Eventually you will get the hang of it, it just takes time and patience. You could try some over the counter sleep meds from a pharmacy, more to relax you and see how you go. Even if you can sleep with it for a few hours at the start you and slowly build up to all night and don't criticise yourself it just makes things work. Give it another go.
abcohende, I found the same thing at first. After a while you do get used to it, and now I find I can drop off to sleep better with the mask than without it. However, it took me a couple of tries to find a mask which was comfortable and didn't leak. I see you're using a nasal mask - although counter-intuitive, you might be more comfortable and better able to adjust with a full face type.
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